I know i don't have rights to say this !!!!

yes! she might be right!

i am really saying that she have changed

so what?! can't i do that??

i just merely say what i thought and ...

she is the one who first made me angry

she triggered me to do that isn't it?!

i did nothing wrong!

did i?

she forced me to!

now what?!

she even post on facebook about me

isn't she worse?

if GOD u want to say that i am doing something bad

like what she say i say stuff behind her back

so what?

she is worse okay?

she posted it on facebook!

obviously trying to make me lose friends isn't it?

yes! i do have friends to support me

so..

are u jealous??

"i don't care! i don't care"

this is what you always say

but is that the truth?

NO!! definitely not!

if it is..

you won't write it out isn't it?

GOD you say back-stab or talk bad at people's back is wrong

and if you are going to punish me for that,

what about her?

she's worse isn't it

she not only say infront of me and also to my friends

or others that don't know me

and make them have bad impression

she also said bad words about me behind my back

isn't it???

God say we should not hate anyone

but in this case ...

can i not hate?

seriously can i not?

i felt so...

HURT!

GOD!

i am feeling really hurt...

of course if i am going to say to someone like me,

i'll say that i did it 1st

but seriously ...

who knows?

who knows i said about her 1st or she say about me 1st

who knows?

who knows...

Sad Memories

You guys must be thinking why did i changed the title to friends cannot be trusted

i'll tell u why

remember at my previous post i said my current best friend?

she have let me down just as soon as almost 3 months?

i barely believe that and of course still have t0 face it...

this happened so fast and sudden that i could barely take...

this is what happened...

there was this running test for all

its on the early morning

when i went to find them in the morning

i got help from the rest to locate them

(them refers to my best friend and some other friends)

these other friends, have a girl, or rather the stupid idiot head

she hates me or rather almost every girl in our class

okay...

so when i found them, i called out and they did not reply

at first i thought they didn't hear

so i called out her name again

this time louder and clearer

but she totally just ignore me

why? i don't understand a single thing

why? why she did that to me?

she didn't even bother to answer me even if i asked her some stuff

she don't bother! she don't want to talk to me!

i almost cried but i did not

then i walked with them

trying to convince myself

maybe she is just not in the mood

or she is eating so could not talk

but....

no... my convince isn't right

that was not the reason

i confirmed that she does not want to talk to me

i see no point talking to them

so...

i walked faster

faster and faster

making myself avoiding them

trying not to let them see my tears

i'm crying

i realized as soon as my tears drop

what reason?

what's the reason?

for what she done to me

now... i ....

i....

of course cried for one whole day

one whole day...

no mood to listen class

just want to avoid class

i just feel like go home

that feeling i went through

made me decide on what i want to do...

of course is lot of experience that caused this decision

the decision of....

putting my protective gear/shield

in front of me...

... not to believe in friends anymore...

Secondary School Life

Well, though i miss my Primary School Life
i don't hate my secondary life
instead, i love it even more!

First day of school i met my current best friend
Frankly speaking, she is much more better
than my friends in primary school
I and the girls in my class clicked very well
i love the kind of feeling
i hope this will not end

but something really let me sad,
actually i wanted to let all my primary life change as past
but i have primary school classmate follow me in my
class! same class!!!!!!!!!

Luckily, he is boy and
i not that close to him
and he don't know me well so...
i survived!
hope this will maintain!!!!!

School Holidays

hi! i am back again
new topic! today
well school holidays are so funny
well,
u never guess what my
school holidays are like!

when before school holidays,
i wanted it to come fast
but during school holidays,
i wanted it to end fast!
so funny

by the way,
i still like to be with friends
in school,
lots of friends
i bet when school re-opens,
we will have alot to catch-up with!
hope school holidays ends fast!

that is all for today
cannot really think much for
todays topic!
so i beg for your forgiveness!

Friends

i have a childhood friend from n1
we are on very good terms
we are like 'girlfriends'
but...
because of a girl
we broke up last year
i hate that girl very much
she is... never mind not important

but luckily i still have friends around
and i make more friends
i am even more happy NOW!!!!

now i even have bestfriend!
she is ...
LIMMY!!! (nickname)
Lim Rui
she is kind,
nice,
friendly ...

most important FUNNY haha
because of her i know more friends like
Yu Ping, Athalie,Jolene,Kah ying
see... she is more important than my ex-bestfriend
Valerie

Valerie, though we are not bestfriends now, we are still
friends
if she needs help i will still help her
but i am not that good to help
her BESTFRIEND, my ENEMY!!!

but still thanks to them
i found more new and TRUE friends
that don't BETRAY
like how they did to me
that makes me
cry for weeks!

Person I LIKE 3


Here, today, I am going to tell u that....
I like someone, NEW guy !!
don't noe who he like but
I just like him

if u are my friend,
u will not be goin to
guess correctly

BECAUSE, it is UNBELIEVABLE!!!
not goin to tell uuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!
though............
I actually like the past one

But he dont like me
and the person he like, like him 2
sad rite?

Person I LIKE 2

I now know who he likes
ok...
here's the result
he likes...

another girl
sad 4 me and
disappointed 4 you

I did not expect the result
but...
I will face it
though I like him,
but he don't like me

despite the results,
I still will like him
but it will be hidden deep down
in my HEART

Hope I could CHANGE his
MIND of LOVE
wish me good luck

But I really cannot believe
that he actually liked that GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!